6:15 AM

Yesterday at cheer practice, I had a physical courage triumph!!
We were stunting, and this usually doesn't go too good. I mean... it does. But a lot of the times Tess falls, someone gets hurt, and it's a very discouraging event. But yesterday. OH NO!! Yesterday we all just were confident, if she did fall we tried again, and not only that... but we saw progress!! We successfully got tess in a lib, push to full, full, and that little pyramid thing. YAY!! GO JV!! haha :]

So onto other things. These past few days have been really hard for me. I've had a lot on my plate, and the worst thing is, it's no one's fault but my own. I always try to justify myself for it, but in the end, I know theres no justification, and that I just need to buck up and take the fault. Isn't it crazy how we can do so well of staying out of sin for so long, then without notice we start slipping, slower and slower, one thing leads to another, and then BAM! you're back to who you were? As I said before, the worst part of this, it that it's YOUR fault.

Crazy stuff.....