It's so crazy the things we get caught up with in life, and just sucked back into the same things of the world. It's like no matter how many time at least I learn a lesson, no matter how severe the consequence is, I just get sucked back into it eventually really without any reguard that it had happened before.
Urg. I guess this is the sin cycle Mr. Tharp was talking about. It sucks too because we cannot just merely get out of it. No matter how much effort we put into prayer or serving God, we will always go down those roads. And today in class I was thinking about it and it's like every time we go into another cycle, we take 2 steps back, and when we repent only 1 step forward. But at the same time, God is always with us, while still standing at the 'perfectness' location.
God has crazy love for us.
It truly amazes me.